#4 For Khai.

Well, for this post I supposed I can just skip the introduction as my blog title has already stated the obvious. Yup I'm gonna blog about one of my close friend, or perhaps a big brother to me if you insist to be precise. :)

Whung Khai (a.k.a. Khai),a 21-year-old, supposed to be Isaac's classmate, for some reasons I actually got really close to him, until today I still find it rather odd haha. The very first time I met him, hmm yea Jason's first visit to the gym if I'm not mistaken, yup this's the one! It was a Saturday afternoon, Sissy and I as usual were intending to go Pyramid whereas Jason said he'll be going to gym with "his bro's classmate". Initially I still thought it's that if-you-happy-and-you-know-you-clap-your-hair guy, Mr Gatsby la I meant haha! That time Khai was still like paiseh paiseh, didn't even say hi, oh well me too la, but hey I've my reasons! Jason la, he told me Khai has 6 packs, body figure's like Jay Park, then I told him wanna see, and he actually told Khai about that, as a girl sure will feel awkward la! >< (*PS: And I guess certain chemistry did take place la, not on me, but someone else hee, look at the word which is Italic, if you know what I meant. :P)

Second meet-up should be the group dinner, I think. Yea it's after they went to Weider, Sissy and I met them there. You must be pondering, how can I actually remembered it so clearly? Haha 'cuz we were trying to persuade Khai to join us for dinner, Jason told him that Sissy wouldn't eat him up so don't worry, yet I said something amusing. "郭佬不会吃掉你啦，我就很难讲。" :P Can't believe I actually said that :/, oh well I guess that's how we started to get along well gua. :)

Haha I've been talking and describing quite a lot, now let me show you how does Khai actually look like hehe! :P

Taadaa! :D

HAHAHAHAHA! I reckon he wouldn't be reading this post of mine, therefore I shall post! :D This picture was taken during Sissy's birthday celebration in Wong Kok, he looks so dumb here, as usual. :P

Come another one, Take 2!

Meet my pork friend! :)

That's the way how we communicate, we're mean but just the surface. He's actually a really nice friend and also a nice brother. Well I know it would be pretty weird if I tend to be too mushy, but well it's just now or never since I won't be having this chance anymore. Aww I don't mean to make it sad but deep down, I really am sad and I do mean every single word I say. I always believe that, the length of time you got to know each other doesn't really affect the value of the friendship. I used to have one really close friend, I always thought that we would last cuz we've known each other for 5 years ended up we still screwed up everything. Though I only know Khai for less than 3 months but somehow rather I already regard him as my big brother, and also a really really close friend whom I can confide in, and these are the reasons why I feel so reluctant to say goodbye. Everyone should be clearly aware that human beings are never contented, so do I. Why do people come and go in life? Can't they just stay and remain for a long time? :(

I don't mean to be melodramatic. Frankly speaking, Khai is the second person after Andrew korkor who makes me have the feeling of crying after I gotta know they'll be leaving for good, I guess it would be even worse if Baby were to study abroad. :/

Hereby I've something to tell Khai haha, don't mean to make it sound sad but I doubt it'd be pretty weird if it sounds happy.

Hmm pork, good luck for your last 3 papers, we'll be praying hard that you'll be able to pass all 3 and be a real awesome accountant in future, you deserve to be great! :) will miss your mean-ness, your lame and yellow jokes, your 'dafuq' and etc. Starting from January onwards there'll be no one to shoo cats for me in residence, no more dinner partner on Wednesday night and so on. I don't want to continue as it seriously does make me feel sad. Selfishly asking, do you really have to go back? :'( Hope to see you real soon, Jason and I will visit you in Kuching someday. I wish nothing but the best for you, hope you enjoy the few days stay in Muar, will miss you a lot lot! <3

Here're some pictures taken today, Day tour in Muar! :)

Khai & Jason.

2nd.

At first I thought I am cute. Ended up, wth. -.-

:)

It's like the first picture we've ever taken together.

One in a million. I mean the guys. :D

人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺。:')

Oh ya, I've one last picture to show hehe..

<3

Ciao peeps! xoxo.

#3 Feeling vexed.

This is the 11th day I spend in Muar, alone. Finally will be going back kl tomorrow, but somehow rather I just don't feel happy. As always, mum will plan my schedule for me. "You'll only be back for 3 days, attend your EDC and come back on Friday. Then, go back and sit for your exam on the 3rd, 4th and 6th, after that you'll spend your whole December in Muar until college starts in January, any problem?" said mum. What can I do? Nod my head, and say alright.

Deep down I'm not alright. I'm already 18, can't I have my own planning?

Well, I'm not here to criticise my parents like what the others do out there, I merely need to talk, really don't feel good bottling up everything. Each time when I'm feeling frustrated, I'd always remind myself, life is not always a bed of roses. I'm the eldest child in my family, and also the first child in my family who's studying in kl, or technically the only one who enjoys living independently. Yes I don't deny that for the past 10 days in Muar, I really really do feel warmth and glad to be home, as I don't need to spend a single cent on meals, homecooked food for lunch and dinner, have my own car here (though there's nowhere I can go, sadly.) and also, the warmness only family can give. But ironically, my parents work, bro's schooling, grandparents have  their own programmes, and even the maid has her housework to do. I'm like the only one doing nothing at home, wandering around the house, pacing up and down like a walking zombie. I do feel lonely honestly speaking. Friends may not mean everything yes this statement is true, but try putting yourself in my shoes, every single day waking up around noon, have lunch then after that you'll have the-don't-know-what-to-do feeling until the end of the day. I know, I'm supposed to study for my finals which is like one month away, but I've been trying very hard to force myself to concentrate and study, ended up I still can't get the mood right. This is my problem I'm aware of that, I've no guts to tell my mum that I might be able to get the study mood back in kl. As you know, which parents will actually accept that their kids could study even better than at home? Especially there's a building namely 'Sunway Pyramid' just 10 mins away from the place I stay, how can they believe that I'll not succumb to the temptation, urgh. #Firstworldproblem

On the contrary, of course I'll need to stand on my parents' point of view. They're really happy to see me home, well I don't know how to explain why but I think I'll come to understand it one day when I've my own children. So, it's rather contradicting. I really don't wanna stay here cuz loneliness kills :(, but meanwhile I don't wanna upset my parents. To me, all those books and philosophies regarding filial piety are just bullshit, the best way to be filial is just to keep our elderly happy. I really wish I could bear in mind all the time, but somehow rather the devil in me will tend to make it the other way round.

Can anyone tell me what should I do next? I did try to negotiate with my mum but well, it just doesn't seem to work. And since young I've this habit, I don't know is it a good one or bad. Some people when their parents unable to grant their wishes, they would either 1) Cajole or 2) Throw tantrum and eventually they will get what they want. Unfortunately this two methods are never applicable to me. I will neither cajole nor throw tantrum, what I do is just accept it, and move on. Yeah deep down maybe I'll have bunch of complaints or frustration or anger, but I just won't vent it on my parents nor demand for more. Golden rule I've in my head since young, "Mum said 1, means never demand for 2."So perhaps I should just stick to my Mummy's Girl title and stay at home.



Be good Mae, life will definitely treat you better. Lemons are getting expensive, to maintain its budget surplus it will not give you anymore free lemons to quench your thirst. Cheer! <3 :)

#2 A Great Day Out in Malacca.

Sorry peeps, have been procrastinating lately. I really gotta admit that blogging needs lots of inspiration. Haven't been doing anything for the past few days, and although I'm free, somehow rather I just don't feel like blogging haha, guess I was lacked of mood, don't belittle this tiny little thingy, it's constructive, but can be destructive too! Anyway back to my topic, yes I'm here to blog about my one day trip to Malacca. :) For you guys' information, my bestie in college, Sherine, she's a Malaccan, have always wanted to visit her and finally after a long time of planning (Through Whatsapp some more haha!), I've decided to follow dad to Malacca today. He did his work, whereas I just took a lift from him hehe! He left me at Sherine's place around 11am, and here it goes my "One fine day in Malacca". :P

Sherine ferried me around Malacca town with her huge Alphard, and next we stopped at Mahkota Parade. At first I was pretty shocked to see her driving the car but after that I've no choice but to admit that, she can drive really well, *thumbs up for you though I know you won't be reading this post of mine* hee! :D Nothing really caught our eyes throughout the one hour shop, oh ya I bought a Denim high-waist shorts for just 37 bucks, the damned accountant behind my head was quite a good boy today haha! After that we went to fetch her two cute bros from school, OMO GUESS WHAT THEY'RE TWINS! So lovable the two boys, they're 9 this year and both are specty haha so cute aren't they! Oh well Sherine's car broke down when we were dropping her bros off, good thing it was just right in front of her house so that her dad could come and rescue us. So after that Rannet (Sherine's boyfriend, 21-year-old) had got no choice but to become our chauffeur of honoured LOLOL. This was the second time I saw him but it's the first time I officially talked to him, he's nice, surprisingly. :P He fetched us to Jonker Street for Asam Laksa and Cendol, and we kind of chatted quite a lot too, love mixing around with all kind of people, and most importantly, I love to talk, I like people who are talkative! Wandered around Jonker Street, Sherine and Rannet are really sweet OMO two lovebirds haha, I miss you baby! :( So nice of him to have offered us to take a picture together, here I'll show you one :), or perhaps the only picture he has taken. -.-

Us, in Jonker Street. Credits to Rannet LOL.

Nice lunch Om Nom Nom! Rannet went home after lunch and Sherine continued to be my tour guide. She brought me for the famous Coconut Milkshake by the seaside, and the both of us were seriously kind of lesbo. You wouldn't believe what have we done! We actually parked the car by the beach, we took a stroll down the seashore, enjoyed the sea breeze, and had our milkshake together..... Wth I've never been this lesbo before, but doesn't matter, YOLO mehhh! :D Come, let me show you a few pictures of us, playing on the beach LOL.

Sherine, with her "Yum" face.

Alright it's my turn. *Urgh facepalm*

Here are some of our random bunch of camwhore, take a look! :)

 Looking kinda haggard.

Chok face.

:)

Meet Sherine, my best friend!

Sunset view, from 1 Malaysia seashore. Weird name I know.

 Random shoot 1.

Random Shoot 2.

We ended our day at Kenny Rogers Roaster, and Sherine fetched me to a cafe namely 'Me and Mrs. Jones' in Jonker Street to look for mum and her fellow friends, they were in Malacca to celebrate two of the November babies birthday.

Happy Birthday Aunty Sally & Aunty Ivy! <3

And oh ya 生日快乐克雷蒙兄!! :P

 It's a cafe with really nice ambience, baby said he'll bring me there during Deepavali Holiday, YAY!

That's all for my day. I had a great one, what about you? :)






# 4 more days till we meet again. Hearts you, xoxo.

#1 Mae returns!

Ohaiyo peeps! It's me, Mae. Yup this is now officially my new blog. Reason for deleting the previous one? I've always wanted a happier blog, compared to my previous one, I promised to make this better. I only live once, and I only wanna remember happy stuff. :) Oh for you guys information, I'll be having a long study break (all the way till 3rd December), so I guess I'll have more time to update my blog, so that it wouldn't rot, haha! Yesterday was another new year for the Malays (Hari Raya Haji if I'm not mistaken, yea it's is), so I took a lift from Jason (fyi he's my boyfriend, just in case you guys don't know hahaha *shy*), together with Sissy (my bestie :), I'm planning to blog about them someday), Alvin and Clement. It was considered a rather memorable trip for me though the journey started with heavy rain and ended with a bloody long jam. We left Puchong around 9.30pm, reached Muar at 2am, try imagining how bad and congested the traffic was. :| Here, take a look at the jam.

Tangkak Toll. How terrible the jam was!

I was very hyped and of course as noisy and annoying throughout the four and a half hour journey, as usual, and also as expected LOL. Had my very first experience of having 口福面, wandering in the middle of the road at 2am. It wasn't my idea though, it was Sissy's, she said "YOLO, don't wanna 错过那些年的大雨" LOLOL, she's very good at crapping anyway.

Oh ya, Jingyi brought 3 of her friends back to Muar over the weekend. They're a bunch of awesome and fun people, Laykun, Jiesheng and Derrick (Jingyi's boyfriend hehe!) We sort of like hang out around Muar, first stop was Ice Town. Everyone turned up including Charlotte, was quite a nice gathering to me. Next was Wetex's QQly (not so sure about the spelling), which is owns by Jingyi's aunt. Here are some of the pictures we've taken. :)

From left: Derrick, Jiesheng.

From left: Sissy *facepalm*, Mae, Laykun, Jingyi.

Nice to meet you cool people! :D

That's all for my first blog, catch up soon, ciao! xoxo.





To my dearest,

Absence makes the heart grow fonder. <3